Originally Posted by
billdolfski 
I'm trying not to think about it. I still haven't decided to quit yet. I'm just going on hiatus right now. I also don't like the idea of thinking about how I might not be able to do something I like because I can't control my issues.
It truly sucks because I love to drink. Once I start I don't stop until either I pass out or get sick. Since I have quit I have noticed that I get much more accomplished in my spare time. Before I quit .... I would make me a drink and start a project and then not finish it or really screw it up because I got drunk while doing it.