For me, the first few weeks were filled with a lot of emotional ups and downs. I seemed to focus on the bad in everything. It was hard for me to see beyond this. It took me a while get pass this "what's the point" thinking and realize that I had many options in dealing with the things that were bothering me. Try to hang in there and remember what your going through right now is temporary, and things will get better. I don't know what your plan is, but I hope it includes some F2F support. If not, keep posting here and stay connected with the SR community. I could make all the difference. Have a good night. John