Literally want to die right now gone into compulsive love addiction and obsession. Look at his wedding photos compare myself to her and am so lacking. Hate myself right now. What a waste of space. Daughter has friends round and they r drinking in kitchen. Av telling me to wait til they go to bed and clean up.
Have I told you I hate FB rant all those likes and messages from people he doesn't know.
Do people Change? Why do I try when rewards him X