I think i dont realize all the benefits there are for others that I do not drink any longer. Maybe because I currently dont see all the negatives that could be happening instead. If that makes any sense.
I also notice that jsut because I dont drink doesnt mean that my wife or whomever else wont be miserable or ticked off at me about something else. IE theres always something it seems.
I guess for it all just is what it is Either way really.
But I know I feel better and happier sober. and that ultimately this gives me and those around me the best fighting chance at this game of life. Basicly I've just upped my odds at success.