Originally Posted by
ScottFromWI I mostly try to remember the person I was then. A liar and a selfish person who cared about alcohol above and beyond anything else.
Couldn't have said it any better - that's exactly who alcohol made me too. It was the only thing in the world that mattered to me back then, and I would lie, betray people or do any selfish thing imaginable to make sure I could keep my drinking going.