Originally Posted by
Tatsy 
Therefore I need to get fit over the next month or so. It's a commitment, I've not made a commitment for such a long time.
Your AV wants you to forget that you committed to your Big Plan.
I can't explain it, other than to say that I've been released from the shackles that kept me stuck in alcoholism for so long. ...
... I simply can't believe I've finally stopped! So, so, so relieved. It feels like a new lease of life.
I can believe it! Welcome back to humanity. It's really a lot of fun.
GT