Great post.
I remember panic attacks. Like waves of fear.
Had them for years while drinking. Probably 35 years plus of these occurrences.
Pretty much gone now. Things don't stick w me Ike they used to. I move on from drama or frustrating situations easier and easier every day.
When I crave now I tell myself....of course you crave, you are a drug addict forever....
Calling myself a drug addict....Booze being my DOC...makes the innocents of having 1 little drink less innocent.
I wouldn't have 1 little snort or cocaine, or 1 little needle of heroin....same thing for me.
Addict....alcoholic.....for life.
Never drinking again.
Thanks.