I put the awk in socially awkward, baby. I've pretty much felt alienated from society for all my life. I've come to terms with it lately, with the help of a sober mind. Moving forward I'm gonna try to accept myself and my eccentricities while at the same time pushing myself to make new connections with people, picking my spots a little. It doesn't have to be all or nothing, and it doesn't have to happen overnight either.