Sleepie I am a borderline parent.
I feel very deeply for you because I know I have unintentionally put my kids through hell.
Crying can be soul cleansing if we don't let it drown us.
Just know I love you.
I love my kids too, they have always been my life. I do the best I can with what I was taught.
So I'm sending you the big hugs and loves that you needed that you missed out on.
We're not an easy lot to deal with.