Originally Posted by
jimmyc I don't need it, Scott. I'm done. I'm wasted. I'm completely finished. If I can't turn things around now (despite the 100% i've been putting in to turn it around), then i'm destined to be gone early. I've let others help me since I turned 18. That deadly "adult" age. What can anyone do to actually help me, that I haven't already tried before??
There is no such thing as "destined to be gone early". You aren't thinking clearly at this point, and it's no ones "fault"...especially not yours. You just have a problem to deal with and the way to get started is to call for help. The fact that you are here debating the matter is proof that part of you knows what to do.