Like not taking care of yourself, physically and emotionally.
just to add i'm not sure how you get this? I run 50 miles a week am lean and mean healthy as a horse in top notch physical shape best shape of my life I might add. I hate to toot my horn but my blood work looks amazing my doc was amazed with my vitals and compared me to an olympic athlete.
As for emotional health and such i've done nothing but read and read and read and seek help over the years.
I'm just at a total loss where your coming up wiht all this from.
I hate to toot my horn I prefer to have more humility then this post. But geeze. ::shakes head::