Certainly not gonna even think I know more than someone with six years but it is helpful for me anyway, right now, to not forget why I stopped. Not to dwell in the past, but to not allow myself to entertain thoughts that picking up could be ok. Plus, some of that stuff was so bad (for me) that I couldn't even bring myself to say it. Saying it here allows me to accept that I can't change it, and focus on today, which I can change by staying sober today.
If I'm on the wrong track I wanna know but I thought it felt right.
Thank you doggone Carl
