I kinda see booze like one might see poison or a food they are alergic too. i mean i can get mad and upset all i want that i cant have it but the reality is it just is what it is and that is that. This kind of acceptance allowed me to just kinda shrug and move forward with my life.
but yeah if i see a new beer out or something i do sometimes think aw shucks i wont be able to try that *sigh*. but whatever least no hangovers and so on.