To me it's about getting honest with myself. Getting rid of the baggage and dealing with the resentments that I keep pushing down. I did a lot of bad things when I was drinking. I was a liar, cheater and a thief. When I drink I blame others and don't look at my role in the situations. To me it's about cleaning house, becoming spiritually fit and then living in today. If something happens that irks me, I recognize it. If I was wrong, I apologize. I have a lot of work as I am just beginning the steps but I can still be the best person I can be in the mean time