alkolik, I've posted this on here already this week but last Wednesday I was feeling the effects of a summer long morning-night binge pattern. I was going through bad withdrawls and was faced with the decision to either go to the liquor store or go to a meeting. Boy am I ever happy I chose the healthy one. The fog has lifted and I feel fight in me that I no longer have to live as a slave to booze. We can over come. It takes work and its uncomfortable but we almost need to learn how to live again. I choose to read and post on here even over watching movies or shows. Keeping my head in the game and avoiding those urges by surrounding myself with recovery has helped control that