Welcome back. We all love you on here. You've been a part of my sobriety journey and I am forever grateful. We are human beings...we make mistakes. That is how we learn. I don't think I could TAKE advice from a perfect being. I learn best from others like me...who make mistakes, pick themselves up, and keep going. I think you are awesome and I am sad that you picked up...because I've done it before and I know how horrible and shameful it feels. When I went back to rehab my close friend said "You know you will never use up a "quota" with me. I'm not going to only give you 3 or 4 chances and then abandon you...no matter how many times you fall down, I am always going to be here to you to reach my hand out and help you back up." So, FormerWineGirl, same goes to you. You have no quota here on these boards...with any of us. We still love you and welcome you with open arms. <3