Originally Posted by
MelindaFlowers 
Just remembering the absolute hell my life was when I was drinking.
Trembling hands
Diarrhea
Red face
Depression
Pounding heart
Pounding headache
That's my anti-trigger
ditto.
im very greatful I didn't completely destroy my brain and remembered a LOT of the gloom,dispair, and agony.
and that in the amount of time it takes a drink to get from my lips to my stomach, my past will become my future.