New and need serious help!
My name is Nicole and I'm addicted to alchohol, drugs, food, emotions, etc.... I live my life hanging by a thread, but now it's time to change. I am mother of a 7mo old that takes very good care of my baby, except for one thing. Once he goes to bed I indulge myself. I have a husband that's a trucker and I'm by myself all the time. I get bored and live in a predominately black neighborhood where I fell like I don't belong or that I can't be influenced by the activities that go on here. I am not racist myself, if I met a sober friend then it would be cool. My husband says that there are going to have to be some changes, or we're getting a divorce. He's the one that started me, but now he is sober. I just feel like sneaking a few beers right now( really a six pack )
Please help me on starting the road to recovery
Nicole