Hi Yours Truly, you got me thinking, Anger had a place in my recovery, it propelled me to get to the bottom of a lot of truth and help me to not feel fearful anymore. when I started unravelling the ball of dysfunctional wool which was how I was treated, I was really mad, it took sometime to work through it but I was really angry and did use that has motivation to push through. I think the depth of you wanting to understand and find the truth for you is commendable.