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Old 08-22-2016, 06:29 PM
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KAD
Left the bottle behind 4/16/2015
 
Join Date: Dec 2011
Location: NC
Posts: 1,416
Memory, so far, is the most effective anti-trigger I have. Ironically, it used to be the worst. I also have pictures of my kids displayed in my den. I'm not exactly close to either of them, but drinking again would drive an even bigger wedge between us, maybe permanently. Memories of the hell I went through when I bottomed out close to a year and a half ago, and all the consequences of that, are fresh in my mind. I hope they will be for some time to come.

Above and beyond all that are the rewards I have found through sober living, and a program of recovery that is changing me from the inside out.
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