Hi friends.
I should have also added yesterday that I've been taking sleeping pills.
Anyway, back on the horse.
Thanks for the support.
I am going to do something about it.
I've really learned not to open up to people.
I think it's for fear of being judged, which is preposterous, as currently I'm walking around with a bandage on my head!
Gotalife, I am willing to try new things.
However, I did try AA, if that's what you're getting at?
But things were better when I was less closed.
And I hardly think, let alone talk about my addiction.
Nor other aspects of my life which are uncomfortable for me to consider.
And now this. Horrible anxiety, stomach cramps, dry mouth etc.
Anyway,
I'm finding it hard to concentrate right now.
I'll keep posting.
And I really hope everyone is doing ok.