Go, Jo! Nice work.
Not a terrible weekend here. Yesterday morning we went for a kayak and today we headed to the maritime museum at Darling Harbour. But, both days have seen some challenging behaviour from Child 2. He can be so difficult to parent. I've used his behaviour in the past to justify my decision to drink. And, some days, my AV tries to use it as a trigger to pick again. I'm hanging in there, but I guess I need to add to the plan. Do other people ever feel triggered by their own children? Man, that's horrible to see written down. And bad thinking. His behaviour is, well, not exactly normal, but typical for him. My response to it is the problem. I need better ways at handling the stress I feel when he is being challenging. Hmm. That was kinda handy to write that out. I need to add more destressing to the plan.
Happy Sunday.
