had another interview today- went with the same just be me approach and got another job offer... so i've gone from horrible trapped misery in my old job to 2 amazing options/offers in a week just bc i was willing to put my ego aside, apply for things i maybe wasn't qualified for and sell myself at the interviews...
of course, truthfully, since you all know me (albeit virtually, you still do!), im panicking a bit (a lot) that doing something new that i haven't done in a long time means that i have more risk of failing... im at risk of talking myself into a tailspin and worrying myself half to death...
why is that? why do i go so fast from being thrilled and happy, to worried that i will fail? it's something i notice about myself before i attempt anything new-- and i don't like it about me one bit-- not totally sure what to do about it or why it is?
anyone else have this kind of thing/feeling/experience?