Sorry, I'm not sure what kind of response you want Alkolik - are you asking whether we think you have a problem?
I'd say lying to our loved ones, using lotions to cover up smell and drinking in the car and in shop toilets are not normal things to do, so on that basis yeah I think you have a problem.
Any ideas about what you're going to do about it?
If you do nothing else, please don't drink and drive.
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