So..... Is today the last day that you allow yourself the
pleasure of going to the darkest depths of hell and back.? At Least for me that's what drinking is. If so be safe, lock yourself in the house so you don't get in any trouble, and pray you make it back ok. Then tomorrow be fully committed to stopping. I truly wish you the best of luck
and I a not in any way being sarcastic. You will be so much happier sober.
Jess