Originally Posted by
DontRemember 
Scariest part of the whole ordeal isn't jail time,fines,ect... Deep down I have a feeling that I hit that wall purposefully. Last thing I remember,before being knocked unconscious,is "F it!".. I have an appointment set for a therapist on Wen. I truly feel like I tried to kill myself.
I had an experience similar to yours, long ago. And there have been other close calls (a few drink-related). apparently we still "have business to take care of" here. Let's move forward, stay sober and embrace the possibilities/responsibilities I (at least) believe may have been entrusted to us.