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Old 07-21-2016, 10:23 AM
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Hi all. Sorta Afraid

This is my first post, although I have been following for months. I'm ready to make a commitment to someone besides my SO. I "officially" quit drinking May 30, 2016 and stayed true for a month. Since then I have had 4 single night lapses - one last night. My third lapse was such a binge that hated the alcohol and I vomited profusely. Last night I bought some cheap champagne (the ONLY alcohol I ever really liked - very low alcohol) but could only drink three glasses. It tasted awful and made me sick right away. I guess my body has decided for me. Now I have to deal with all of the mental and "life stuff" I avoided for my 3 years of drinking. I'm afraid and feeling very lonely. Thanks for listening. btw: I still consider May 30 my quit day. It's been nearly 2 months and I am not going to not count the progress I made and what I have learned.
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