I'm a bit confused by a couple of things you wrote here.
First you wrote...............:
Originally Posted by
Tiredofdrugs 
...as of today I have TWO years clean off the opiates!...
Cold Turkeyed off them! I was SOOO ready to be done with them!...
But then you go on to say................:
Originally Posted by
Tiredofdrugs ...I purposely run out early on my script and that way I know I can't get anymore for several weeks. It's a scary day when that 1st detox day arrives, but I know there's better days down the road! I just have to keep those thoughts while I'm going thru the w/d's!...
TOD
Perhaps it's just the change in tense, but it almost sounds like you use your scripts and not looking forward to your 1st detox day, and that you might even be going through withdrawals............??
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