Originally Posted by
doggonecarl 
I would thing prestigious universities would have prestigious student health services. You might check there for substance abuse help and counseling.
I dont want to make this recognized within my university as I am kind of ashamed of this, and scared, and to answer the previous question, i started drinking heavily for about a month straight since the incident, and Ive tried to slow down as I am in my final Capstone, basically an engineering project to finalize your degree that is going to be presented in front of hundreds of people and my anxiety levels are through the roof at the moment just talking to people. I am waiting to hear back from a therapist, but in the mean time im so desperate for immediate help.