Welcome to the family.
If you are having the shakes when you don't drink, you might want to get medical help in getting safely thru withdrawal. Alcohol detox lasts a few days, and the doctor can help you get thru it more comfortably.
I think you'll find this is quite a friendly forum.
Many of us have been where you are and we understand how hard it can be.
I hope our support can help you get sober for good.
