Stacey - so sorry to hear about your situation. Welcome to SR. There are a lot of wise people here that are going through and have been through the same tough times. Read the all the posts you can. Post as often as you want/need to. Learn all you can about the disease. Search the web for local Al-Anon meetings, attend. Get emotional support for yourself.
You can't make your husband stop drinking, it's his choice and his alone. You CAN choose to help yourself!