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Old 06-29-2016, 11:38 PM
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30 Days

After today (technically speaking, as I haven't slept yet, 06/30), I will have hit the one month mark. I should have started this in February...

Anyway, just wanted to check in. I've been having a rough couple of days. Got screamed at by a customer yesterday, then made to feel like an awful person for refusing him service from now on by his friend, and blah blah blah. That really just topped off the already down feeling I have. Good news is, I'm okay. I have no real urge to drink. I think I've just gone from a manic episode (as you can see through all my more frequent and positive posts) to a depressive episode. Pretty standard for me, but I'm going to see my doctor on the 13th to discuss my meds for my bipolar depression. I don't want it to end up resulting in me taking that dreaded first drink.

I'm just babbling. I don't know if I even have the energy for the thought process of coming up with a conclusion. Ah, there it is. Thanks for listening.
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