30 days today
Day 30 of sobriety. Unfortunately, I am having a difficult moment. Actually, it has been a difficult 24 hours. I only say moment because I hope the obsession will stop asap. I'm out by the pool. Beautiful sunny day. Just can't stop thinking about alcohol, both the good times and the bad. I know how much better off I am now. But drinking was habitual for so much of my life that it seems weird without it. I want to just enjoy the silence but today I can't. My AV won't shut up and let me enjoy my Sunday. I am just going to post this now because every time I go to post something, I delete it instead.