I cleaned some and I organized my desk!!!
The thing that is awful is I had all kinds of times to escape. One time I drove away to my dad's and her mother called me while I was down there. I had never met her mother. I had known my "partner" for two months maybe.
So I just feel so stupid for letting myself get sucked into crazy land. I am stronger but I just can't help but feel so dumb. I'm working on forgiving myself and the other person.