Sometimes I feel it's already too late and I'm waiting for a bomb to go off. It's that thought of how much longer do I have to live?
I do have low dose Xanax for the anxiety. But I'm experiencing liver pain. I don't want to go through the pain of cirrhosis. My last ER visit was 5/2012. Through the grace of God I haven't had any symptoms of alcoholic hep or cirrhosis. I know I have liver damage though and right now my face looks really bad. Just scared now I guess.