Congratulations sleepie -- you've worked on it every day, I know.
I'm glad you've had a good day
I hope that the good feelings come more and more often for you. I know you won't hope it for yourself. When I had 6 months, I hadn't any hope, either. It wasn't until my 1 year anniversary that I considered the possibility.
So I hope that sometime over the next six months, you have more good times, more often, and sometimes give cautious hope a try.