Hi Zaec.
When I was first getting sober I needed to keep my mind occupied all the time. Otherwise, I'd overthink everything. I knew I just needed to push forward to the day when I'd feel calmer. I wasn't working at the time, so I was able to watch movies, read, do crosswords, go for walks. Nothing very exciting. I spent a lot of time here at SR.
I'm glad to know you're feeling better. Everything will improve as you heal.