Originally Posted by
calvin86 
Just so people know. I'm not on any plan. I'm trying to do this myself.
Well there ya go.
It's truly a lot easier if you use support groups, and there are different flavors to choose from - AA is only one of several depending on where you live. Do you have outpatient medical groups you can go to? Those will give you a better sense of what you're up against than you're likely to get from community support groups, that was definitely my experience. Quitting for good is hard, but quitting for good all by yourself is really really hard, and it sounds like it hasn't worked for you, so now might be a good opportunity to try an different approach.