Actually I think I overdid it yesterday. I was really really nervous the whole time and a few people stared at me due to my glasses and the wait person where we ate laughed at me and kept staring at my glasses, and this is not in my head people they are thick and no I am not eligible for lasik and could never afford vanity surgeries anyway. I was very upset and tried to ignore it so today I am just dysfunctional, tried to shower and go out and that did not work out well at all. Back in my dark cool room alone where it is safe.