I want to run
I want to run away and escape. This has been my pattern all my life. I am almost two years sober in AA. Life's problems and situations are overwhelming me. Fear, worry, anxiety, guilt, shame, remorse, my head feels like it could explode. I want all this pain to just go away, to just stop thinking.
I'm here on SR to add another part to my plan to stay sober. I don't want to give up and give in.