Great job on 15 days.. the first couple of weeks are always the hardest.. but now will come the internal struggle.. The accidental shot doesn't count, but pretending to drink is setting yourself up for failure. I've also known several bartenders in years past who didn't drink. It always gave me pause to think on my own drinking. It doesn't need to involve a philosophical dialogue, just tell them the truth if anyone asks. Maybe it will help some of them too, and it will strengthen your own resolve as well as remove the option of drinking.