Thank you
I'd like to say thank you to the lovely replies. I realise now that alcohol has been a contributory if not the sole factor in causing my bad behaviour and poor decisions. Alcohol has been in my life for so very long now and I was in denial that it was a problem, until now.
I want to prove to my amazing, beautiful, genuine and trustworthy wife that I can change and by quitting the booze I am sure I will not return to pattern of destructive behaviour that almost lost me my life. We are looking forward to doing the things in life we could never do before because we were worried about not being able to drink!
I would be interested to know if any others have experienced and/or carried out 'sexual deviance' because of being drunk that has now gone since quitting booze?