Day four was the worst. I felt like garbage all day. But it got better from there, with the occasional craving and now I'm on day 161.
The thing is that you're just getting over the hump in physical withdrawal. If you drink, you start all over, but it will be even harder next time. We've all been there.
You're so close to discovering what a different way to live can be...aren't you curious?
Maybe try this...movie, cigarettes, and hot chocolate. Sometimes a placebo fools the addiction quite nicely.