Old 06-07-2016, 02:31 PM
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awuh1
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I don't know why your obsession was not removed. I wish I had an answer. But I would not attribute a malevolent aspect to God because you did not get the result that you asked for in the time frame you wished.

Near the end of Dr Bobs story (Dr. Bob's Nightmare) he talks about his obsession. It was not removed immediately. Nevertheless, somehow, AA was able to establish itself, grow and eventually help (literally) millions of people. I think you should consider the possibility that there is a reason this obstacle has been placed in your path. For myself, I know that it is only in retrospect that I am (sometimes) able to see the greater good in certain events which are/were causing pain.

Ever notice that none of the steps suggest that a person should ask God to remove their obsession to drink? Why do you suppose this is the case? Kind of interesting when you think about it. I think that some insight into your anger sadness and confusion lies in the answer to that question.
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