I never thought I deserved anything in life. I don't really consider myself that much. I am loyal and giving when it comes to those I do know. I do not have anything at all to my name but give freely what matters. I'm not one of those "I deserve" kind of people. That's maybe part of the reason I have nothing. Literally everything I have in life is in a handful of boxes. I own nothing- not a home not a car not even a bike anymore as it was stolen. Just a host of health issues and dr bills. And a very distant bf who is soundly sleeping while I sit awake due to anxiety and loneliness.
I would love a pet but bf is allergic.