Originally Posted by
Fly N Buy 
I refer to a "scrapbook" of images in my memory if I need a reminder of the highlights like others . Maybe not entire events, but a smashed bottle - a crying loved one, a disappointed friend. I own these.
Yep, I do this, too. Whether I cringe at one or get grateful I won't do another anymore, these glimpses into the window of that life are powerful reminders of why I am sober now.
I am inexplicably lucky to be here - there must be a reason and I am bound and determined to find it.