your kids do deserve better.....and SO DO YOU. you've been trying for 13 or so years now.....let's call that practice. now is the time to get serious for good......no more trying, just DOING. as in DO whatever it takes to get sober and STAY sober. there are many different programs and methods. and any of them will work with 100% success if you do one thing......DO NOT DRINK AT ALL EVER, PERIOD.
now is the time. i'm glad you are here!!!!