THANKS Hawkeye!
After a couple of cycles that pull to drink gets less.
Sort of like the pull a planet has on a spaceship--get far enough out
from the planet (drinking) and the gravity well loses its grip gradually.
This is my hope and what helps me "urge surf". Faith in THIS. I think I see how resisting through the times when a craving falls out of the sky and I can practically taste the drink IS the process of recovery - setting new modes up in my brain.