Thanks so much for all your replies, it really means a lot to me. I ended getting another 8 cans but haven't had any liquor. I'm still drinking but I hope I'll just pass out soon.
I thought under two months I shouldn't have rushed into getting a sponsor and going through the steps. But I have no idea. Honestly I don't know, I'm hoping to stop drinking later today but at the moment all I want to do is drink.
I'll take the advice of getting a sponsor and working the steps thank you. I'd take anything to be free from this.