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Old 05-26-2016, 05:50 PM
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entropy1964
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I know what you're saying. I'm not even pursuing anything close to a relationship because I know I'm too screwed up right now. But I also know that with recovery, I will, at some point, be stable again. Intimacy triggers my ptSD so there's a possibility that I will never be ready. I just take it one day at a time and work on putting the pieces of my soul back together. I am getting well for me, to be the best me I can be.

You can do this too. But the addictions must be dealt with first. If you choose your addictions over getting well, you will continue to suffer. But that isn't your purpose.
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